When Life Happens.

What do you do, when life runs away?  What about the moment you realize that you TRULY have no control.  How do you cope.  This is a scary moment of reality, as you watch the people around you virtually scooping up your life into a bag of experiences you may or may not have asked for.

I try to be positive.  I try to see every opportunity as one with faith.  I believe in growth and experiences that foster that.  However, what if you want to cash in your sick pay on the "growth meter" .  I am frantically looking for the pause button, but I think someone stole it.  Maybe it got stolen back when my innocence was stolen.  Maybe i misplaced it.  If only it were that simple.

So, the question is, is loss of innocence and faith good, or bad, or does it even matter????  I don't ever want to be a cold, bitter, angry, regretfull person.  However, it seems that life wants to test that statement all too often.  I'm not quite sure how much lemonade I need, but the fridge is full.

Thank you life, please offer someone else some lemonade now.